i need you rite by my side:(((((

2012-02-08T05:39:00.000-08:00

2012-01-24T04:08:00.000-08:00

Gong Xi Gong Xi!

4 days of holidays is over and tomorrow will be back to school!Looking forward to it though :)
soooooooo, guess guess guess! I have reactivated back my twitter account after 2 long years and the last tweet was 2010 and i realised how kental i was omgomg.HAHAH.But blame me my followers is still very EEHEEM.Follow me @Naurahyunjoong :DDD
And im proud of myself today( chehangkatbodeksendiri.com) because i summarize my BPF alone and i finally understand it!!!!I also did the questions myself woots woots three cheers for me babyyyy

Nadira sleptover ma house last sun and there was a gathering at my crib and aunt.Since its been damn for god knows how long we all met at macd and had a story session till past 12!maciaam makcikpakciksss kepossss
:P
As you can see,they all looked different except me i think i still looked the same-_____-
And then when we were all in the middle of happy moments,stupid things just happened and it had to ruin my fucking mood.GIVE ME A BREAK LAH PLEASE.LET ME MOVE ON,HAPPILYYYYY.
Everything right now is going fine for me,except i am always fighting with my parents everyday and i hate it.I'm always hoping and praying that they will understand me.Dad is always throwing tantrums at me and his hot tempered is always making things worse.As for mum,she failed to understand my needs.And its always about money.If not because of it,its always venting it on me.Sometimes I wonder if there is going to be a day where they'll let me live my own life because honestly,right now im not.i'm living to their orders.Yes as a child its my duty but not to the extent of making me stop school because of a certain issue that they are angry about which is actually bout my timetable and timing.
I HATE IT.I HATE TO BE OVERCONTROLLED.I'm seeking their understanding,REALLYREALLY understanding:/

Moving on,my CCA is ODAC and i love it!The bonding overall is a thumbs up.will be having camp on the 3,4,5 february.Cant wait!sorry Nadddddiraaaaaaaa i cant go to your house that day!

till here will update more and sooooooon :D

2012-01-16T06:19:00.000-08:00

For the first time,I LOVE GOING TO SCHOOL!
Actually,for the first time NO.I thought of quitting and not schooling in ITE.First day was,bleargh.New faces,new places,new environment,new friends.Basically just everything.I called mum and told her to cancel everything and just let me stop schooling.How much i hated cause i was so scared and alone at the same time.

But days went by and Slowly i managed to make myself comfortable with my new classmates.I liked it 10x better than my previous class because i was accepted for what i am and not being judged so easily.I hated going to school for the entire 4 years there mainly because i was being humilated,left out,criticised and even fights.yes,how bad it was that i was dragging myself to school.So my choice of ITE in bishan was my first choice because i wanted to start anew and meet new faces.Not that i dont want to be in the same school as bestf,but she understand my purpose so it was ok.Therefore,i do not regret choosing the choice of my school because i strongly believe that the class im in now is bonding very well each day.I am happy with each one in IOJ;)

you know,at least there isn't a someone who'll just bitch bout you everyday and sometimes even put words into my mouth and let me bear the consequences.I can talk and share anything to them and that is what im grateful for.

I'm looking forward to school now lah seh!hehe;)

(anw not pointing fingers to previous)

That's bout school!

but on personal matters,

Not too happy bout it though.Kept having flashbacks and its not what i wanted.Can you please vanish from my life?How am i supposed to forget when your sibling is in that school:/
I want to live as though you dont exist but i doubt i can do that now because everytime when i am about to;somehow and somewhat you'll just appear .I just want to be happy.I make people happy but im unhappy with myself-__-

I'm hoping almost everyday that i wouldnt bump into you for the reason that i might just look and not turn away:/

Night.

2012-01-06T07:06:00.000-08:00

2008 NYEHE

2009

2010

June 2011

oct 2011

JANUARY 2012

Countdown 2012

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                                                       HAHAHAHAH 2009-..-

NEW YEAR,NEW LIFE,NEW ENVIRONMENT,NEW SCHOOL,NEW PLACE,NEW RESOLUTIONS.
I Hope everything goes well for me this year,insyallah.
Still,Nurul Fakhira still is my precious no matter what.Goodluck for your first day in college west!<3

Shasha and me are in the same course and school together,just like childhood days.All the best to us!

After this,
i am in no connection of my previous past if you know what i mean.Not been accepted and criticize from a whole lot,i think i don't deserve to be in a weak position.I sincerely wish from the bottom of my heart,i will not meet you guys again.

Last but not least,

I wish you happiness in everything you do and may you find the right one soon.The person whom you'll fall for is damn right lucky,i'm sure.
I believe in myself that after this,your name is just a history in my content book.i know i can.

In just 2 more days,

Ite college central(Bishan) i'll be seeing you 5 times a week.FIGHTING!;))

2011-12-30T11:37:00.000-08:00

Happy new year everyone!

its coming to 2012 in less than 24 hours!currently its 2.50 and im over at nadira's house to sleepover.going countdown later with her later.Batam trip was during last christmas and this time it was much more fun as i have accompany for that day!haha.but the most annoying part was to travel by sea and i am seasick,like literally extreme seasick.i vomited in the ferry but luckily quickly grabbed a plastic as half our family was doing the 'MERLION' show.Thank god it stop raining the moment the ferry starts moving.it was an overall great day spent after a long time as a whole family.

I got my applications results and alhamdullilah i managed to get myself into service skills office.But the ones i expected to be happy did nothing,and that was the most goddamn hurting thing to be experienced.i felt that i was being completely ignored and didnt even notice my achievements.
First it was results,and now the course .How worse can this feeling be?Of all the questions,it has to be WHERE?is that all matters most?What you want,i tried hard to get it so you can at least say a little something "i'm proud of you".I just feel that all my hard work was down the drain because its something you dont notice and care.it was always criticism and comparison.why cant you accept of what im capable of?

Heartbreaking moment ever.Everybody was rooting me from behind,congratulating me and some even proud of me cause they wouldnt expect that i could get into that course.IT was what you wanted afterall.

But its okay,i'll close one eye and try to forget it.One thing for sure,i really miss being pampered and stuffs.but ohwell~

one thing to add on,i wont be in the same school as my Nurul Fakhiraa!Gosh,i wonder how will we be able to adapt it.Like seriously,damn fast lah!Girl,im gonna miss you and fun times together,PLEASE2 dont ever forget me even if you have many new friends there.it will not be the same anymore.No more early morning grumpy face,hidung and kening kembang2 :( All the best in your future endeavour and please dont ever have the thinking again to quit school!

Another year will end soon and a new beginning will start.2011 really taught me to endure and it has finally become an eye opener for me to see all the people their true colours.Thinking back,i can be quite a laughing stock. Relationship wise?it was disaster.It really brought me into a whole new dimension until i even forget where stand.its hard for me now,but i need to believe i'll be better once school starts and from there i'll be able to forget you.

My 2012 resolutions which i know never been fulfilled:

pass my nitec and get into higher nitec(insyallah)
DONT fall in love/be in a r/s
friendship to last with bestf.
abide the rules and laws ard:P

tht should be enough i think?haha.

cant wait for later.HAPPY NEW YEARRR TO YOU!May god bless to whoever reads this~

better head to bed,NIGHTS!

Annyeong 2011!!

xoxo

The last month of the year

2011-12-21T11:37:00.000-08:00

its been months since i last updated!the last was march and now is mid december!okay so i doubt any people would still be reading my blog but its okay since i have nothing to do i shall just rant to myself.

so,its december and i have completed my GCE N and also gotten my results.

All i could say is,i know i could do better than this to achieve more good results.As usual,failed my math.i slept during the paper itself as i know i cannot do the paper so i had a big one UNGRADED on my certificate.Everybody was satisfied with my results except my parents.They were telling me off how could i fail math and to a certain point they thought i didnt turned up for the paper.I had a hard time talking to my mum bout this.argued and she just throw my admission booklet away.To a certain point i made up my mind to not continue schooling.

Dad was okay with it surprisingly maybe he finally realised how far my ability could go.The only problem with him was,My freedom.He will always try his best to the extend by forcing me to sit at home at any point of time.He wouldnt let me go out with my friends for idk what reason he has to that.His theory then will always be,there's no reason for me to go out or you think you can be like other girls out there wearing shorts and spaghetti straps and etc.Honestly dad,i don't even have the intention of wearing that type of clothes.Wait.I CANT IMAGINE MYSELF WEARING THAT.Those girls out there they have confidence into wearing that type of clothes but for me,i dont even have that little bit of confidence in myself.And since im enrolling into ITE he will want me to go to the nearest school.I had to retaliate back to him telling that not all the courses is at one ite.Sometimes i just think that he did all this on purpose.But then again,i know he's doing it for my own good.I'll try my best to understand you dad but no promises that im not going against!:p

anyway my courses that i chose was (not in order)

office,attractions operations,tourism,opticianry,medical tech,mechatronics,info com,beauty wellness and i forgot the last.

Not really happy bout the courses that was given actually.

im going off to batam this sunday with my mum's side family and this time there'll be nadira to accompany.The last time was okay but im the only weird girl among the adults.Hope it'll be fun though!

But its not going to be the same again this time and soon to come for the fact that its not a complete family.My family severed ties with My elder cousin because of an outsider and a lost phone.it was a tragic case that ever happened.And once again its thanks to facebook where lots of misunderstandings occured.But it really got me upset when someone in your family is spitting vulgarities and criticising your own dad to the cyber world where everybody knows.and to even take a picture of a middle finger to show thats for him.its very dissapointing to know all of this had to happen when my dad and her used to be very close as they were in the same building company.I really miss the times where there'll be last minute road trips together.But knowing how egoistic my dad is,He can never forgive this people.Now,he just take it as she's dead.

2011 has just been a fucked up year for me.

Things just happened one after another.

School was even more shit.im seriously glad its over.

I'm still keeping my cool but im sure karma will definitely strike you one day.I still remember clearly what you said bout me from day 1 till today.what you did is really inhuman that i think animals are much better than you.Till the day i die,i promise you i will never forgive you,ever.

Call me a whore or whatsoever but i think i am better in the term of "Respect".Your life must be meaningless.im really holding a big grudge towards you and i really hope the almighty will do something to this lowlife that can really shut the mouth.

More stories that happened but if i were to write it'll never be an ending story!

i will try my most best to keep it alive again provided there are readers though!

Goodnight.

2011-03-16T01:41:00.000-07:00

Like finally!

i had a hard time recovering my password since last month till todayyy only i was able to login.The last time i Posted was the first week of school and now its march,how time flies so fast!Currently having my term 1 break holiday,i swear i needed that.School had been really hectic and coursework needed to be done which i have yet to do my research.so,i survived for the first three months of 2011 already.6 more months to endure!x.x

However,apart from school,i managed to enjoy.i was and right now still having some problems but my family and friends were there throughout the whole time.the pictures up there were between this 3 months and i had a hell out of a good time.:D
ANNND,not to mention Dream High Kdrama was awesoomeeeeee!!Song sam-dong so cuteee to max pleaseeee.:>>

~

Anyway,

I MISS THIS GIRL.

Hope she's doing well there in Turkey!I miss talking to her.My phone has been sooo silent .Come back soon okay!:')

'I miss the people who used to talked to me everyday,i really miss the times.its hard to accept the fact that one day they are all going to be gone from your life.'

Currently Making a birthday Surprise with Sya for this friday since someone birthday is comingggg!heheee
When's mine?i'm jealousssss cause my birthday still got a long way to go in october:(
sadgirl95.

HEEEEEEHEEEE.

will post again soon my peopleee,if blogger is kind to me again.

:]

2011-01-08T11:31:00.000-08:00

School was hell for the first week.i'm still on my holiday mood and teachers are already pressurizing us about N N N!that makes me more scared in time to come,damn.but it was great to be back meeting all my friends and they all looked really different.last friday went to IMM to have our lunch and babe treat me and nat a blouse.thank you eh b:D
HAHAHA

i know these days i've been posting on my facebook and blog about my hating my life.yeah,i was having the hardest days of my life that i really felt very fucked up.yeah,thats how it feels.i dont like that now i'm being restricted to alot of things and then problems after problems came adding.but whatever it is i'm trying my best to cheer myself up and always try to be happy.

thanks to those who were there to advise and cheer me up.really need that:)
thank you for always being there when i'm at my down moments.

thats it for now.i wont be using my laptop that often now,but i'll try to update as much as i can.but i'll always be updating my facebook through my phone though so it makes no difference actually.

goodnight/morning!

2011-01-07T03:36:00.000-08:00

LIFE IN 2011 NOW IS PRETTY FUCKED UP FOR ME RIGHT NOW.i wish other people would know how i feel because i really am at the verge of breaking down.2011,please don't be harsh on me.its going to be a long year for me.whatever shits that has happened,i guarantee in months to come,i'm not going to live in peace.there'll be lots and lots of problems coming for sure and i'm guessing its goin to be Hell for me!So many problems at one shot,i'm not sure whether i can survive on this.this year is so going to be jinxed for me-_-.
3 words.
FUCK MY LIFE.

2011-01-04T03:46:00.000-08:00

pictures more to be uploaded!pictures out with babee and countdown :D

school started already and IM SICK!-_-vomited and now im down with fever,thanks to mr constipation.everytime like this,first day of school confirm sick!so jinxed man.school was boring and i swear it was freakingly cold inside class.after school,went to JP to accompany iira buy someone a birthday gift.and she's treating me to lunch tmr:>awesome.
so,i can bet you that this year is going to be an awesomingly BORING YEAR.and my uniform is playing bitch with me.i feel like im wearing a jubah,instead.it feels weird though that i'm in my last year of that school which is damn lame la.and we're going to be suffering a hell lot.endure endure endure!
so yeah,i seriously don't know what to post:/

waiting for iira's call.
good day people :D

2010-12-29T21:12:00.000-08:00

I SLEPT FOR BLOODY 4HRS ONLY-_-
i have 50000 tons of eye bags and dark cirles already.how like that?

tomorrow its the new year's eve !so fast cann.i dont wanna go back to school,NONO.i dont want to suffer so fast.annnd i better get my ass on next year of all the kpop concerts expecially when kim hyun joong comes back next year for his solo album.sooo,i better start saving my ass up already.:D

moving on,
i don't know whether i should delete this blog since i tumblr more than blogging.but if i delete,it'll be a pity because all the blogpost will be gone which i have posted since sec 1.omg,SO KENTALSSSS can when i read back all the stupid post.and seriously,my face sumpah epic fail to the max.but it was fun readin because from the time i was really childish until now,you can differenciate the way i type and express my feelings.a lot of things happen and i'll come blogging.thinking all about it just makes me laugh harder puhleasee.i'll do a thorough thinking whether to delete it.and yes,i do have a tumblr which has been created a long time ago but its just that i didn't tell everyone except my close ones.so,find me on tumblr instead!:DD

till here,i'll post.gonna get ready to meet my love.

Have a great day my love ones.

<:

2010-12-29T04:22:00.000-08:00

i've been abandonin this blog for god knows how long.A lot of things happen for these past 2 months.there was ups and yes there was my down moment.KL trip was awesome with a convoy of 8 cars,hell yeah its cool.but unfortunately after all of us came back,the young ones was down with diarrheoa,vomiting,and high fever.yes,all of the young ones that went to KL.syaurah was hospitalised because her case was the worst.her diarrheoa became very bad and she became dehydrated.she was there for 4 days and all of us took turns to take care of her.her size literally just shrunk.:\ but i'm glad now all of this is over and done with.neverthless all of this thing happen,i enjoyed my trip!
in two days time,its the new year and honestly speaking,i'm not ready for 2011.i can't imagine whats going to happen to me.2010 certainly taught me alot of things.friends,family,school and lastly love.i know,what the hell.the starting of the year was really my unlucky moment.but oh well,life still has to move on.and then,i got close to this classmate of mine namely nurul fakhira and till today,we got closer,much closer.my 2011 resolutions is not really that BOOMZ but all i want is to get good results for my N's,spend more quality time with my family and friends and of course to make myself happy.yes 2010 has really been a painful experience but overall it has taught me to put up with the most nonsensical things which most don't know.for now,i love my life because all my close ones have always been there for my happy and sad moments.

so in advance HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE IN THE WORLD!:>

tomorrow meeting my gundu girl to queensway for our school bag and hell yeah its been 3 weeks since i met her.we're gonna have our gossiping moments ;)

and muahaha i know you'll be reading this khairul afiq.welcome to my filthy blog!

SCHOOL IS FREAKIN STARTIN IN LESS THAN A WEEK.-_-

insomnia i hate you.

2010-11-20T07:55:00.000-08:00

PICTURES DURING HARI RAYA HAJI.ENJOY

2010-11-18T20:37:00.001-08:00

Hello.will update prolly tonight and pictures up during hari raya haji.now,i gotta study for my religious exam tmr-.- Tata.

2010-11-12T08:00:00.000-08:00

hello .
updating my blog,good right.

today is friday:D yesterday went swimming with isyraf and iira.we conquered the whole of the complex cause theres only a few people ard.i likee.hehe after two hours of swimming,went to eat at KFC.we were alr stoning at that point of time.dragged our feet and walked back home.
stayed up yesterday till 5am and woke up at 11.yes,5am.i couldnt sleep for idk what reason.was lucky i didnt hear any strange noises.HAHA.

tmr lil bro will be having graduation concert at ar-raudhah mosque which equals to i have religious class exam which i dont know and have studied yet-.-
not going for the exam tmr though:P

iira got the job at sakura and i wish you all the best ,do your best so i can also get the job k XD

anw,till here i'll post .

GoodNight.

ps;finally,once again.not hoping though.(:

TIME FLIES SO FAST

2010-11-08T07:09:00.000-08:00

updating this filthy blog of mine.pics up there was the day we went seoul garden and today.(:
ira got her job,gd luck girl:> and so im hoping for myself now.:(lifes been a hell great for me oh yeah im living my life happily:>
next year is sure gonna be hell for me so i gotta buckup alr.december will be going to KL and maybe drive up to Genting with the pasirs' family.just like how we went to desaru,cant wait :D

ohkay,so what else?
my birthday was great,got a present woots woots.
and now its alr NOV.time flies SOOO FAST.
2 People birthdays coming up this month:D

so many disasters going ard the world and im feeling terrified alr.:O
ZOMG.
cant imagine what is going to happen in SINGAPORE.:S

but i hope nothing will,god willing.
:D
till here goodnight:)

TMR MOVIE MARATHON WITH IIRA!WEEEEEEEEE~

2010-10-29T04:36:00.000-07:00

finally everything has ended.school,exams ,ALL.time for me to find a job so i can go to the con cert!:D
so yeah,i live my life as per normal as it is.what happen has already past,and im making myself happy.
yeah.i got promoted to sec 4.alhamdulilah.and yeah,life has been really tiring but meaningful.uncle passed away a week ago and its really saddening for us.tomorrow will be having the 7 days kenduri.it all happened so fast.another member in the family gone.tapi kite redha.May allah Bless You.Amin.:')

i found myself a quote which is,
;

Don't worry about your Past;There's a reason why they didn't make it to your future.♥

everything in that sentence tells it all.

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2010-10-11T02:44:00.000-07:00

LIFE IS FULL OF UPS AND DOWN.

i just cant wait for exams to be over and then FINALLY IT IS THE HOLIDAYS.;D

just gotta be patient and ignore this bullshitzxzx.

2010-09-28T06:24:00.000-07:00

DAY 2

will update more raya pictures~

i found this in my sel instructor facebook,this was during the anni dinner at the hotel right.look at each one of us and compare our faces during sec 1 times,ohmygod too much difference please.andand mcm charlie angels kan kite.the quality of the picture is quite good too so thumbs up;D

have not done any revision or coursework so im sure to dieee soon.gosh,tnr is wednesday and i swear im lazy to go cos we're ending late tmr.-.-

so many things running through my mind now,so many things happening right now.boooooo.
currently chatting with iira and rest.

anyway i'm off now to watch mishievious kiss.goodnite.

ps;i love my girls.:DDD

without humor,life sucks.without courage,life is hard.without love,life is hopeless.without friends like you,LIFE IS IMPOSSIBLE.;D

2010-09-27T07:04:00.000-07:00

im back for good.theres so much story i would like to tell but there's too much of it.now its hari raya wow its been months since i last posted.life has been sometimes great and sometimes bad but overall it was fine.sometimes i think of some shitty moments which i know it wont happen.imagination running wild.anw,another 1 more week till EOY exams and i have not open any books to study coz im still in the raya mood.this friday going jalan raya with babesss.yes,my hair is now quite short since the three of us when for a haircut.hehehehhehehee.till here i''ll update with more post provided if im not lazy.more pics to be upload so stay tuneeee!
goodnights!
muacks!

2010-08-14T07:52:00.000-07:00

LIFE IS SO FULL OF UPS AND DOWNS.WILL UPDATE SOOOOOOON.

2010-07-20T02:23:00.000-07:00

CURRENTLY BUSY AT THE MOMENT~ update whenever i can.

2010-06-25T02:23:00.000-07:00

there's more pictures i wanna upload but this stupid desktop wont let me do so.i finally have the energy to blog.alot of things happen recently and one thing,SCHOOLS GONNA REOPEN AND I HATE THAT~i want more holidays pleaassseeeeeee.

time flies so fast don't they?i even thought today is wednesday whereas its friday-.-
holidays has been great and bad.my holiday assignments have also not been done.boo-hoo.hahahaha
anyway,SuJu,u-kiss,and BEAST have come to singapore and i did not even went to one freaking event?*screaaams*and this july,they are gonna have this sundown fest agaiiiin!i want go LALALALALA.okay wtf am i talking bout.

i miss this gurl up here~call me soon ^^

anyway,i have absolutely nothing to blog about.hahahah.just wait up for the pictures thats gonna be uploaded.

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

2010-05-31T23:05:00.000-07:00

holidays started alr;D
byebye fellows im off to malacca tmr.dad will be sending me to school.wahh,first time kepee bangon pegy.hahahahahahahah.my parents are happy that im going=.= LAME.hahaahhah.
i'll be back on friday and i hope i can go to the chalet on sat.yesterday went out with yuyu<3 to fareast and somerset.i got myself a pair of jeans and shirt.then she got herself a denim jacket.aku yang kempunan kau yang dapat eh.haha!off we went to somerset and she treat me to marvellous cream ice cream shop.the small i ce cream itself cosr $9.80 sia.just a small bloody cup.after that stop by bugis and had macd.wowww.bloateeeed.and i didnt knew that i was actually sitting next to mastura ahmad and her daughter.she became so thin but she's pretty.^^

Last friday went to kent ridge park.had CIP for litter picking bu there werent any and we came upon a woodpecker who broke its leg.brought it back to school and i dont what happen next.had fun and the weather were scorching hot.and we were like hiking there but its fun.:D

report books were out .failed my maths and science,huhuhuhu.

syaurah's photo up there.hahaha.she's gonna be 6mths when the 10th arrives.;D she started eating heins alr=)

ok why am i telling all this?

ps;dont you have a life?oh i'forgot.u dont like having one.so F OFF.

2010-05-21T05:57:00.000-07:00

results were so sucking that i dont really bother bout it.as usual,maths and science.-.-

exams are over anddddddd so many plans up ahead.huhu.im gonna say byebye on 2nd-3rd june as i'll be going to malacca for some food studies thing.3 days 2 nights.haha,parents were so happy that i'll be going .dammit.hahahahaha and on the 12 june i think my mum side will all be going to desaru:DD.im so happy that my passport has been changed.no more teperanjat face in that bloody passport.hahah.iira came over my hse today andddd isyraf loves to disturb her.EPIC.hahahahaahahaha.once she could feel how isyraf tortured me~!:P

tmr is doomsday-.-

ps;

a loose screw nut is around the area.and its getting from bad to worse.

2010-05-17T21:56:00.000-07:00

my blog is dead..>.< hahahahaha

had 3 days off from sch yay yay!:DD hahaha

spent mthers day very well at lau pa sat ,pictures are up at My FB.:DD
yesterday went out with iira,had great time.so far,LIFE IS FANTABULOUS except for some typical girl who do not love to appreciate life.karma will get you back BADLY:)

i enjoyed yesterday outingggggg eventhough we sesat alot-.- hahahah.pictures will be up soon.

i dont like blogging anymore kay bye.

2010-04-26T02:11:00.000-07:00

its been alot alot of weeks since i posted.LOL.sooner or later i'll abandon this blog because i dont see a need to blog bout my daily life cycle.HAH.so,alot of things has been going on until i dont know what to write.annnd this friday i'm already starting my MID-YEAR EXAMS.how coolshit is that?-.-i've not even touch my books yet.and this june holiday i might be going to malacca trip,but trust me,its so gonna be boring.FNN also sucks.been having that stupid 5days course cooking and lemme tell you ,the chefs are soooo unexperienced,this thursday gonna have a showcase for the principal.sheeessshhh.>.<

syaurah recently just turned fourmonths and i tell you,from the pictures i took since she was borned,her face really changed.now she can roll and roll back.hehee:>.how fast she growed.

so,school has been pretty much mundanne i tell you.LESSON'S re getting boring and boring each day.esp science i tell you,i can just go dreaming for that 1 whole hour.trust me,i dont understand a topic and mid year has coooome.:0

I guess thats it for now.hehe.orang giler dah bbl ngan aku.(:

i'll update when im freeeeeeee

2010-04-10T01:58:00.000-07:00

ok so there's a twisted story over here.goshh,dah mcm hindustan gitu kan.-.-
just iopen ur goddamn mouth and just admit it.the other party did admitted it alrd.you are making it worse for everybody alr.please,this REALLYREALLYREALLY has to stop.the person really cant take it anymore.please,i beg you dont make it worse.the person is alr trying to disappear from important people.

someone has to put a stop on it.

moving on,today had religious class.somehow it was mundane today as there werent a lot of ppl and i was really not in the mood.
theres so much going on till i cant think straight properly.

yesterday went to so called royal cakes catering where they made all the cakes and stuffs.wellit was okay except for the fact it was so hot and the workers were all CHINA MEN AND WOMEN.hahahhaha.and when we were on the way to sch,there was an accident at PIE and didnt really get to see the corpse as it was alr covered.such pity.:(may god bless you.

im currently facebooking and its being a bitch.seriously.theres something wrong with it-.-

andddd,mum and dad are not at home.i guess this week im not going out.:(
im boreddddddd.ok,a small girl added me in msn and she's cute,ahhaha!a pri 4 girl actually advising me ukno!(:

ok,im done.i kno my songs are outdated and i have no pics so please baer with it coz im really lazy to update.besidesi have not been taking pictures.hahahaha!

byebye!

have a great weekennnndddd.

2010-04-08T02:26:00.000-07:00

i swear my handphone now is full of SYAURAH's photo.that pictures was taken yesterday using webcam.anyhoooos,school has been shitty as well as my life.my common test this month really dropped alot and i swear idont care much because im more concerned on my mid year.mum side has already planned on where we are going on this june holiday.we are going to drive in to desaru i guess in a big house filled with maybe 5 or 6 families.greeaaaat:D

life has been sucking as well.tuesday went back to assyakir as i already have night classes on arab.-.-

yesssss,that sucks.but its ohk,since we can crack jokes.iira on the other side has been an angelllll:DDD.this photo,dier mcm bollywoodyyy kankan.HAHAH!^^.
had lunch at long john silver today with this tingtongting girl.heheheheheheh.(:

anyways,im actually here to write something.

what do you feel if someone that you care gets hurt ?
wouldnt you feel the pain too?
i gave in ok,seriously i did.but if thats the way you are treating ****** than i shall do something bout it.and aren't you a two faced person.i was just about to prove myself wrong,but instead i think i was right.the person really dont deserve this kind of treatment from you.the person did not do anything wrong to you.you lied you even dared to say the words.i think i was really really really wrong bout being on good terms with you.

2010-03-30T02:22:00.000-07:00

i know my blog is kinda dusty and rusty:P

weellll,i think its beeenn a lot of weeks since i last post because im veryvery lazy.haha.holidays were okay and now im having my common test 2.life has been ups and down.i had fun nowadays and i THINK im very happy.hahaha.i love my peoples' alot.hehehe:D.alot of things has happen also which i will not elaborate due to personal stuffs(cheycheychey).holidays,went out with shasha and kakak.went to grandlink.i need the photosssss!(:

hehehehheeeeeeeeeeeeee.

iira and me know how to make chicken chop:DDDDD
hahahah.

anyway,i have a new maid now.damn the old maid i tell you.the mouth like#$%^&*&%$.-.-
my father almost slapped her face.she than tell the agent the twisted story.lieslieslies.fish her!.so now my maid's name is ermmmm,erti wahyuni i think?hahahhah.

syaurah knows how to turn flat down alrd!(tiarap).i have a video of her,soon i'll upload it.ever since she knows how to do that ,24/7 she did that and she is veryveryveryvery talkative.trust me,she talks and shout at the same time.HAHAHAH.how cute.like me.HAHAHAHA!(crap-.-)

huhuhu.
i decided to lent iira my earpiece since i have a new one.so,takpayah takut2 lagy k.;DDDD <3
ohhh,nat is att.erm,hope you last long with him and remember what we have told you ok.

:D

ok so for now,im done.will update more if im not lazy.hahaha.
dammit,jang geun seok coming to singapore this april but its damn expensive siaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!:'(

2010-03-18T06:44:00.000-07:00

its been exactly one week i have not blog.well,life for me has been up and down.im still having holidays.well,many things has happen within this one week.tremendously.how do i put in words again?too much to describe.will update as soon as i have the time.takecare people.

2010-03-11T05:48:00.000-08:00

adam lambert is coming to singapore.ok he's already in singapore but doing a fanmeet at bugis junction on saturday at 4.i sooooo wanna gooo.;D

ok,tmr is the last day of school and the suay-est day ever-PARENTS MEET.im in the compulsory section leh!>.< fissshhhhhhhh.
my results was sucking seriously.hhuhuhuh
today had sports day at clementi stadium.i tell you it was veryvery boring over there.i just cant wait to get out of that place.so,zhong house is the champion for 2010.bahhh,who cares anyway.
met yuyu and had LJS with iira.orang tu makan tertib sekali;DDDDD

earpiece tu ehemehemehm!^^

hahahaha!

omg,im so damnnn freaking bored-.-

i can't possibly type it out here.im really hurt of what i saw.even the name of your's really HURT that i dont wanna hear it.i might be stupid,but this is what i want and needs .but do try to understand my feelings.ohh,wait.you are not the person i used to know,now 100% u've transformed just overnight.but if that makes you happy,then i dont have a say in your life.good luck and best wishes.

2010-03-08T00:46:00.000-08:00

i guess its been a long time since i updated hurhurhur.

well the pichas above are obviously lil missy syaurah who knows how to pose for photos!and her eyes is exactly like "goli".

hehehehehhe.

school has been pretty tremendous but i'm so excited bout the march holidays.well,even though 1 week is not enough i still will try my best to enjoy every minute before hells open and open book is back.

i have so many plans which during the holidays;pasir's outing,class outing,shasha and me out tgt and revamping my own room!

within one week i guess i better use up all.

huhuhuhuhuh

im seriously bored.

ada orang merajuk dengan saya lah sehhh:(

AHHAHAHAHAHAH.

jkjk ok.:DDDDD

anyways,this thursday will be having sports day at clementi stadium.AGAIN?!pffffffft.

haizzzz.

ok im done.

wait till my nextnextnext post ok.

2010-03-04T02:07:00.000-08:00

i was about to abandoned my blog actually.haha.ok those pictures up there was taken last sunday at eastcoast.went there to support my cousin at futsal.the wind i tell you,powerr!i shouldnt have wear that blousee siaaaaa.u see the pictures the wind make me look like im preggy-.-

anyways nadira i cant upload through fb so i upload here.copy paste ok?!

school has been quite ok i guess.yet another caning for other my classmate because he threw a table at the teacher.lessons was somehow up and down.and half of the class was absent for the past few days because they got sore eyes.how come i never get?! tmr is friday already .how time flies so fast.and so many things happen.tsunami at chille.felt sadded and at the same time scared also.things has been crashing around the world.

tmr is friday and i am not attending cca for the past 3 months.-.-
never mind.still got other days.and my SEL trainer will not be teaching us alr cos he'll be tranferred to another school.awww;(.do visit us always!;D
grandma has been admitted to hospital because of throat infection.and i guess she's much better alr.get well sooon!:DDDDD

next week thursday;
sports day at CLEMENTI.

the next day last day of school before march holidays.^^

so many plans within 1week.HELP?!

outing with pasir's ,with shasha,and class outing at sentosa.

ok why am i telling all this again?

i guess im done.i want to play with lil missy syaurah who likes to fart at my palm.HAHAHAH!
and lil brother skin is like a snake skin which can be peeled off!HAHAHAHAHA!:>

PS;
people change,things go wrong.Just remember life goes on.^^

2010-02-27T03:25:00.000-08:00

i cant wait to go for madrasah now.hehe.during fiqeh lesson,we have a cute teacher.during arab lessonwe have a god damn handsome hyperactive teacher.both of them are coming to 19.HAHAHAH.
my fiqeh ustaz was teahing us about having maksiat during ramadan and when we talked bout sex,he started to get nervous and start to strutter.u know what he says about having sex.dier ckp defintion lah konon.
ustaz :if the STICK never goes inside THE HOLE,den its not called maksiat'i tell you.the way he said it.BAHAN KEKEK SIA!

LOOOOL:DD

i will always come for madrasah because theres arabbbbbb:DDDDD

hehehe
not to mention he writes in the berita harian.so if u see a person name rauf thats him(:

BEG IS IN SINGAPORE LEH!shiiiiit i want the tix go inside zouk and see the concert!boohoo!shasha,must tell me everything once u come back from the concert okay!

<3
ps;
i swear i dont give a damn bout what you think bout me,i'm gonna treat as if nothing happen.and i'm sure u know i dont talk much nowadays when you're online.
i'm taking a step back.
oh,happy 1 month to u guys .last long=))

2010-02-26T04:27:00.000-08:00

school was okay:D
i love sci lesson.sleeeeeeeep~
CPA was also okay^^

during recess DOTDOTDOT.

HAHAHAHAH~

after school went to iiRa house.fun to the max.she cooked for us maggi.can pass to be a wife alr!HAHAHA!
we did alotalot of stuffs.hehe.i loike:DD

i swear i had a good time with my girls;sumpah i love you:D
sweet kan aku?biase ah.chehbedah^^

iira i want to upload the video ok?!hehe.soon people soooooon:DDDD

you'll get to see the ugly side of us.HAHAHAHAH

:DD

went back ard 4 plus coming to 5 and we were so lucky to get out of the house in time.

charlie angel betuuuuul~

hehs.

ps;
iira;
be strong girl.the iira we know is not like this.the iira we knew that she is strong to overcome any obstacles without fail.me and nat will always be here for you if anything happens .
(':

anyway

im bored.

sunday meeting nadiraaaaa~:DD
gonna b supporting my kakak sedare in a soccer tournament at east coast

cant wait'

BEG COME LEH!WAHPIANG IF I KNOW THAT SHASHA GOT THE TIX I WOULD HAVE WENT SIA TO SEE THEM AT ZOUUUUUKKKKKKK!WTF!REALLY SUAY SIA !-.------

pffffffffffffft.nbcb.

ok im done.gonna watch some videos.
:D

2010-02-24T00:59:00.000-08:00

schoool suuuuckkkks to the maxxxx!how can teachers always target at 3A?!wthell mannnnn.today a classmate of mine got caned because he was caught smoking.his father allowed the school to cane him though.it was really really a nightmare for me.the sounds,and the one who was caned looked very scared.he was given 2 strokes of the cane and he looked as if he wanted to cry.well if it was me,obviously i'll faint.-.-
hope your butt is okay.
and how many times ive seen TEACHERS CRYING ?!wow,its though as if we were bullying them lehhh.its been more than 2 teachers who cried.world record much.huhuhu.
and they keep telling us to change.wait.change what?be specific lahhhh.:D
even our DM cried .-___-
woooow.and we had to do reflections and our seats were changed.whateveer lah.

thats how school has been going.huhuu

yuyu where the fuck are you?

iira;cheer up sayang!:DD

and you;

i dont know bout this .
i guess its time .

to say byebye:(

nadira cuzz love;
thankks for the sweet words u gave me .sayang kau tetek:D

2010-02-22T00:47:00.000-08:00

School is pretty ok for me^^ but i was so sleepy though,slept at 11 and woke up at 1.30am,2 hrs later i knocked off.HAHAHA.fuck life like seriously,studies are getting tougher and personal problems are bottling up.its really a pain to juggle all of this.but still i will be patient to go through this obstacles becuase i believe that good things happen if you are sincere and patient.BUT HOW LONG CAN I TAKE IT?

i've been thinking ,

what if i thought of moving on?

but i know really that it would not happen because thats something i NEVER will do.trust me.if i do that,life would be meaningless for me.><

:'))))

good day people with your love ones.

oh crap.

2010-02-19T05:04:00.000-08:00

i'm feeling like the picture above:(((((((

i'm having fluuuuuuuu!and i'm already coughing!:'(

pffft.

school today makes me want to sleep.especially SCIENCE!-.-anytime i can score a goal for sleeping like a pig.

after school ends we proceed to CCK sports complex to support for the volleyball girls.it is a school event though.jurong sec was against nanyang girls high and we won!;DD actually we didn't pay much attention .we were in our own world.

met yuyu at JP and went to the library as she wanted to know if there were drumming lessons held at the yamaha store.we were cathing up on stuffs.GOOOOOD STUFFS:D

HAHAH.went back at 5+ and off i went to aunts house.if i known better ,i've should just stay at home.

before we went to aunt house.my auntie ,isyraf and me went to econ minimart to buy snacks.then when i was at the pay counter ,got this %^&*% uncle smiled at me!i swear i did not even look at him sia.he knew i didnt look at himso he pretended to look at things at the shop when obviously he bought his things and pretended to ask the price for lighters lah,beers lah.wahhh,he really pervert sia..he wanted to touch me for god damn sake!he looked which is not to be looked at and then want to touch me.i swear i'm already praying and praying and i'm scared as hell.he's a freaking malay somemore.sialah.,-_______-

bopleh sudah gatal ke pakcik;D

PAKCIK2 MELAYU SKG.TSKTSK

aaaaaaaaaachhhhoooooooooooo!

god bless me(:

HAHAHAHAH!

i'm done.

btw, alil advice for you

;dont be such a attention seeker?=.=

2010-02-18T06:57:00.000-08:00

i am feeling very very confused.i have lose confidence in myself.i dont know what to do next.i really really feel very LOST.i have no idea what is gonna happen after this.but i dont really care i leave it to the hands of fate.

2010-02-17T23:43:00.000-08:00

today school was kinda weird?why lately our teachers like to cry infront of us?wahhh piang ehh.made us feel so guilty..haiz.made pizza today.my pizza look cuute.chehbedah!HAHAHAHAAH!

anyways this post is for you nat,

i know how you feel nat.but you have to move on ok?there is more guys who are waywayway better than him.it is really not worth crying for him really,cheer up darling:D

ada ubi ada batas,satu hari boleh balas!(correct or not?)

let vengeance begin on its own.

ilove you and iira(:

was chatting on the phone with yuyu last night the word F to you siaaaa.where the hell am i gonna put my face now you tell meeeeeeee.i'm soooooo gonnaa KILL YOU AND SLAUGHTER YOU ALIVE!PFFFFT!

i'm done.

huhuhu

ps;why do you need so much attention?if you want to kill yourself,go die lah.why must tell other people you want to dier.arent you getting ALOT OF ATTENTION?!

-____________-

2010-02-17T00:58:00.003-08:00

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OMGAWDD!you guys see from 2minutes onwards.he's dance was super cuuteeeeee!*melting point*

tell me how i'm not supposed to like Kim Hyun Joong,Jang Geun Seok and choi minho?!fuhhhhh,hotstuff to the maxxxx :DDD

school today was pretty okay,except for math lesson.our relief teacher was so $%^&*%^&!she kept on shouting for no reason siol.and when she shout outside the class,it was as if she own the world-.- LAAAAME MUCH?!

assembly was pretty mundane.was in our own world.i'm an angel by giving bubble gum to iira and nat:DDDDDDD

hehehe!

(((((:

once again you made me blew at my top-.-

whateveeeer.

my neighbour gave me an angpao but dad too allllllll!:(((

and that was just because i owe him 2 freaking bucks-___________-

pfffffft

okays dudes and dudettes!byeee!

muacks!^^

2010-02-16T03:20:00.000-08:00

happy chinese new year and happy valentine day!ok it was yesterday.HAAHAAH!

tmr school is back as pernormal again.maths result diediedie!i spent my holidays over at nadira's house till yesterday.saturday i went to east coast since there was feederbus just in front of their house.got back ard 8+.it was damn packed not to mention-.-
nad and i shared alot of secrets heheheh,she know i know(:

so today i went over to yuyu aunts house as she just came back from msia.she wanted to hand over something.watched a lil part of santau and off i goo.^^ HUHUHUHU

i'm so dead borreeeed right nw.boo-hoooooo

i miss my girls.:(

ps;

what a thing to say that in ur fb!fcukin annoying-.-

2010-02-13T03:17:00.000-08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR~:D

right now i'm at nadira hse .sleeping over till monday.tmr we're gonna go east coast.shit i forgot to bring my cameraaaaaaaaaa!pffffft.......

currently fbing and youtube-ingggg.:DD

yesterday celebration in class were great.i think our class is the most loudest since we on music.hahahhaha

concert was a bit cock up as it was so hot and its long hours .after concert we had a 30 mins lecture from four teachers-________-ms lee cried in front of us.....they commented bout how our class behaved for the past 5 weeks.huhuhuhuh

watever.resuts were bad as eveeerrrrr.-.-

hahahahahah

anyway i wanna upload one pic of syaurah smiling!~

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

hehehe,i guess i'm done~

byeeeeee:)))

2010-02-11T01:22:00.000-08:00

annyeong!HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!

today's maths test was 0.o!what the hell seriously,i hope there's gonna be retest.i passed my english and FNN.hahahah.now i'm having the red spotlight and its killing meeeee-.-thought of meeting yuyu but in the end plan was cancelled coz she had to go counselling..HAIIIIIZZZZ,i'm feeling so down right now.i don't know whats with my moodswings recently.but i have my handphone to cure me though:DD

well,not exactly..:((

i'm always cooping myself up in the room and tend to sleep early than usual.i have ddifficulties trying to solve my problem.hmmph.but its okay.i still have my best people in school and outsiide.(;

yesterday chatted with shasha oh god how i miss her so much.we've been busy lately.^^

cousins are planning to go escape maybe next week?so nad,fyqabutt and saiful text me up if you guys have planned it::D

right now i'm listening to 2NE1-I DONT CARE,fb-ing .so bored i tell ya.btw,do you know that for the first time in my life i heard syaurah laughing so loudly with her voice out!i was damn shocked ok!and i meant literally LAUGHING!*__*

huhuhuhhuhuhu,monday tues public holiday yayyyyyyyy^^

ok,gtg.oh shit there's cpa tmr.

ps;please come back to ur old self and talk to me when ur ok.:(

2010-02-10T00:30:00.000-08:00

SAMSUNG CORBY PRO!thanks DAD AND MUM for this beautiful thing.i promise i'll nvr lose it again .LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE YOUUUUU!<3333

hieeeee peeeeeepollllssssss.(:

wanna know something?i failed my sci for my common test-___________-

my head is screwed up tight because of maths and sciii.i tell you confirm i fail my maths and surely parents kena call up.fcuk.this time they say to whoever failed maths their parents would have to be called up.pathetic siaaaaa.whatever.don't think bout school alr.haa

anyways,

my dear friend nat is att alrdy!May you last long with your dearest ok syg?let him shower you his love to you(:

ohhhh and iiRa,ur boyf ask me to post bout him kan?hmmmm

ehemehem,

akim paling handsome dan paling cute ok tu pasal iiRa syg kan akim. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

:DDDD

lol.

ok lah,i think i'll stop here.HAPPY TWO MONTHS OLD MY PRECIOUS LITTLE SYAURAH!(:

2010-02-07T01:12:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUYU!:DDD

hello people!^^

yesterday,one word.BLAST!WOOOO.(:

meet up with yuyu at jurong stadium and waited for yanti and hairie.went to Sakura!wahhh,so packed siol.yuyu's family was funny .one of her aunt melatah like hell.hehe.ate and all and a birthday cake came.the manager on the Happy Birthday song and i swear the whole sakura restaurant for yuyu!HAHAHAHA!she was like,expressionless cos she' so shy!hahahah!i'll put the the videos later.cut the cake and ate.ate,talk and we were off by ard 9.30.they send me home.sweet much?hehe.

yuyu; so how now?all your feelings were all wrong right?although you were sick ,you manage to enjoy.happy birthday!love you!:DD

tmr common test .diediediediediediediediedie.>:

this post for you iiRa;

i know how you are feeling right now.but i can assure you that everything's gonna be alright.me and nat will always be with you for your happy and sad moments.we've seen how cry,laugh,be at your crazy moments ,sad and everything.this is not your first fight.you must be strong to go through this filthy obstacles.i really hope to see your smile.love you ;D

and you too Nat.(:

2010-02-06T01:17:00.000-08:00

FCUK YOU!

i need a freaking break please.and happy birthday to my loves(:

2010-02-05T05:05:00.000-08:00

goooood nite:DD

school was rather great for me today.i really needed that.thanks girls!(:

maths and science can you please dont make trouble for me.coz i'm certain i'll flung with flying colours.trust me.

how can i study when a math teacher ;

1.does not talk loudly.

2.always scolding us for no rhyme and reason

3.when we ask her to talk a lil bit louder,do u know what she says?she said "of course you can't hear me coz there's an aeroplane outside."u tellme,is our school beside the changi airport?and there's not even an aeroplane flying for god damn sake!-.-

4.she keeps telling us to keep quiet when the class is already dead as a cemetery you can even hear a pin drop.

5.she finished 1 topic 1 day.and now we are alrdy at chapter 5 of chapter 8.

6.when we say we dont understand she'll ask to read the book by ourselves,i didnt knew tht books have brains-.-

seeeee?you tell me now how can i pass my math in this situation?

we are already at chapter 5 and i dont understand a single chapter.and mind you the book we are at is for the whole year and we are finishing alrdy.

goddddddd,helpppp me *________*

haiz,i'm already having problems in my life and this has to came up.what a bad timig.and i've yet to study for FNN notes which common test is on this monday.luckily tmr i'll be out to sakura to eat sushiiiiis.i just need to bring my butt over there to celebrate yuyu's birthday.happy 15 birthday bestfriend.(L)May you succeed in everything you do:D

(NO WORRIES OKAY BABYGIRLS,UR STILL MY PRIORITY)^^

and shasha darling,happy birthday to u.may you be in lots of health and all ur wishes come true.AMIN.(:

& a happy birthday to MUHAMMAD KHAIRUDDIN BIN KAMSANI:DD

be wise in what you do and study hard to go up to the next level.(: and dont always find girls,studyyyy first!

:DD

so currently i'm fb-ing and chatting.called dad that i wanna use the SLR camera and he said he wanna use it to take pics for his soccer team.HAIIIZZZZZ,SUSAH ADER BAPAK YANG JADI MANAGER MCM FERGUSON!(BRANGAN JAUH2 K):P

and when i ask when i caould get my hp,he quickly said byeeeee~

ughhhhhhhhhhhh,gerammmm nyeeeee

Little syaurah has been babbling alot.she always talks to my father.like real only.complain2.only 2 months and already babble,what if she's 2 years?*blurr face*

anyway,

i have to go coz the post is really really really long and i think nobody even reads it^^

ps;no matter what,even when the sky is falling down,I'LL NEVER EVER LET YOU GO.

2010-02-04T04:47:00.000-08:00

goodnight people.

i'm currently chatting with iira right now.i'm in so much pain.SO MUCH PAIN.
ok,this really seems such an emo post but whatever.i dont give a damn.
its hurting me right down.but nvm.i'll try to bear with it.coz no matter what happens,i'll stay.
GOOOOOOD LUCKKK(':

i'm trying my best to SMILE.

2 more days to shasha and khai bdae

3 more days to yuyu's bdae.

ps;iira thanks for the advise(:love kau!((:
nat,aku pon syg kau !:DD

2010-02-04T00:25:00.000-08:00

hello.look at the pic above.i am like so craving for this damn phone!*drools* .motorola dext ayah can?yeahhhh,and you guys should know the answer.pfffffffffffffffffft.

2010-02-03T06:18:00.000-08:00

hi.

look at the photos above.do you still remember?HAHAH!see how our face changed!hahah!last year pics that i save in a folder.hehe.i LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE my babygirls so much:DD.i still remember how sec1 and 2 times were.we were fighting for LITTLE things.hehe.but now,since we are matured,(cheh bbl macam paham)we became more closer to each other and tell our problems,happiness and so on.i really really treasure this FRIENDSHIP of ours (:love korang!

hehe,

anyway,school has been mundane.lessons were horrible and terrible.i dont understand my maths and science.my science esp.its stressing me up.and another sort of "good news",i'm having common test just next monday.isnt that wonderful.NOT.haiyoooooooooo.mum left leg have been giving her problems until she cant walk.she'll be gg to NUH for checkup.she suspects its oh my godhow do u spell it>ghauts?
HAHAHAH.nvm..anyways,i'm off for now.i think i lost my archives.oh shit.whatever.ok bye!sayonara!

Me and You

2010-01-31T01:11:00.000-08:00

hellooooos peepossssssssssss

i'm currently bored right now.pfft.just finished karoake-ing and don't know what to do.dad went to queensway and penin to look for his soccer jersey.maybe later going out to ikea before meeting him.yesterday went to JP since we are so bored and dad is playing soccer,we went to kiddy palace to look for little syaurah's things.altogether it cost $123.45 .the number is unique much?>12345.HAHAHA.even the cashier says so.jp was full of banglas everywhere and we were so dizzy.-___-just imagine,we just went to kiddy and went off.called dad and he picked us up at chinese garden.we went to eat at aiman cafe and there an actress who work as a drink cashier.:Date mee wanton.LOLnot that bad though.huhuhuhuh.

reached home at 11 and straight went to bed.the next day which is this morning found myself ON THE FLOOOR!-___________-i don't even knew it.pffftttttt.embarassing much?!

whatever.

tmr is schooling and we have damn CPA=WORST SUBJECT EVER.haiyoooooo!:S

i want my handphone and mp3 bacccccccccccccccccckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk:(

can you imagine,a primary school kid sitting beside me has a goddamn hp and me,DONT EVEN HAVE ONE?!
i feel sooooo,BLOODY ASSHOLE.-____-

asked dad if i could have samsung corby and he said dream on and use the china hp with no network:(

haissssssssssssssssssssssssssss

anyways,chalaboteh i have to go now.

kisses:D

2010-01-29T23:53:00.000-08:00

I'm reallyreally bored right now.;(

there's no one online .haizzzzz.dad asked me to use the chinaphone!wtheckkk.nooooo.that handphone also don't have service.-_-i want my mp5 ayaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh!

bleah.there's no madrasah today since there's some prize giving going on at assyakirin.HAHA.
anw,shinee has arrived in singapore alrdy!i want see minhooo!that ass cute guy!but then i have to buy their album for over 30 bucks .and i'm freaking cashless right now.pfffft.
haiz.common test 1 will start in a week time and i dont have any confidence in my SCIENCE.yes.science.all the formulas and stuffs.wthell i don't even understand.its like freaking maths cannnn!-_____-

okay whatever.shall not elaborate on that anymore.i guess i have to go now.

btw,
iira;smile like this>>>>>>>=DDDDDDDDD

2010-01-29T05:45:00.000-08:00

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i'm feeling soooooooo DOWN.i'm tired really.
i've lost .i've surrended.i dont give a damn anymore.:(

love you guys from the bottom of my heart.

2010-01-29T03:24:00.000-08:00

hello everybody.yesss,my previous post was updated by iiRa.hehehe.makaseh yeeeee utk memberitahu semua org utk ketawer kan saye.^^

school was great.except for the going to school without my mp3.guess what?dad has ordered for me and mp5 the same day i lost my hp and mp3 and he cancelled it coz i lost my valuables.OMGAWD-.-i wanttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt.at least don't have handphone still can listen music whaaaaat.haiyoooooo.

pffffft.

moving on,i treat iiRa to kfc for the second time coz i'm being an angel.cheh wahhhhhh:DD

and iiRa treat Nat as she's cashless.sweet kan kite?hehehe.

anyway,

being with them is the best.

iiRa;

i remembered how times were in sec1.how fights started and all.but still.we're still going strong.:D

i love you and will always will.i treat you all the same.no less no more.(:

Nat;

i remebered how we fought and how we used to detest each other so much.the good ol days.(:

how jealousy cam out,ending each other to fight.but still i love you also:D

no less no more.will always love you both till eternity.^^

(L)

PS;tapi korang jgn kacau aku pcl namer ratwasted okkkkkkkk!hehehe(:

sweet kan aku?cheeehhhhh:DDDDD

hehehehe.

so girls,biler nak belanja aku pulak?woooooooo:D

i'm such a happy girl nowadays.

till here okay?

tmr ader madrasah boleh jumper ustaz fazuli(:

kisses.^^

Naurah is sad . HUAHUAHUA

2010-01-28T17:27:00.000-08:00

Hello .
Im iiRa, Nauu favourite friend ever <3 .
Nauu is currenly heartbroken because her handphone and mp3 when missing ,
HAHAHAH .
Laugh at her when ever you meet her okay .
Butkan , I miss my boyfriend . * SADD .
okay done . Bye . Mmuahhhh3 .

2010-01-28T04:51:00.000-08:00

i am giving up alrdy.i'm really on the verge of giving up alrdy.i don't need anymore advises or whatsoever.i just want one person to prove me that all my predictions is all wrong.thats what i REALLY need.i just can't take the pain which is always letting me to have insomnia.so please,if you just have it,please don't show it.coz it pains me.and when it does,i'm not so sure about giving you trouble.

I DONT KNOW WHATS WRONG WITH ME.I SERIOUSLY DONT.

2010-01-28T00:37:00.000-08:00

I FEEL LIKE DYING ALRDY!:( 2 DAYS STRAIGHT WITHOUT MY HP AND MP3 IS KILLING ME.omgawwwwddddddddd,I CAN'T LIVE ANYMORE!:'(

And i absolutely want that ho upstairs.I WANT PINNNNK!dream on -_-

sigh

well today is basically a normal day today.FNN we did our practical which is mushroom and veg quiche.niceeeeeeee.hehehe.after that was maths.maths was rather a stupid lesson actually.forget that.eng was okay.went to library and borrowed book and then went to PBL STUDIO.later did i know that the book i borrowed was about a woman who long wanted a baby.and actually they did not have to tell the part where the sex happens.0.o.i wanted to borrow eclipse book but some people borrowed it alrdy.haiyo.

last lesson was SEL .mr lim was really funny with his expressions.REALLY.for a discipline master like him is so funny.he told us about the nightmare he had when he was in army.HAHA.

inside the bus reallyreallyreally felt restless.i want my mp3 backkkkkk.zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

tmr friday like so fast!^^

thats it for today:D

anyone who can be an angel to buy me a samsung corby handphone?:(

ps;you can get the hell out from my life .

2010-01-27T01:11:00.000-08:00

I MISS MY MP3!:(

sighhhhhh.ok.school was okay .had a math test this morning .confirm fail.hahhahha.

i'm like so fed up with the person who took my things.seriously.ugh.now i am handphoneless,mp3less.how the hell am i gonna survive?!dad says he's not gonna buy anymore hp for me coz people tend to steal.it.wah suay siaaaa.-__-

syaurah's baby shower was a BLAST.i had agreat time:D

the day before was onlined at12 till 2.chatted and see people profile with nadira.hahahah.then something happened.will not elaborate much on that.woke up at 7.30 bath and set the tables with dad.our chair is red colour leh.like chinese people siaaa:D

hhahahaha,and stupid people thought that i was having my big day.pffft.otak cacat ok.ard 11 the people came,and im not ready.wah,fast game siaaaa just put on anyhow0.o

ard 1 people start to come and we all ad delicious food and we three sabo people to sing.good right?:DD

yuyu became great friends with shasha and nadira.hehheeheh:D

everything ended at 7 and we all pack up.went up and shasha helped me dye my hair.and there's no diff;DDDi loike.hehehee

so many things happened in just a blink of an eye sia.soooooo,syaurah can gooo out alr!:DDDD

no need to curfew2^^

daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaddddddd,can i have a new hp?

dad:pegy jalan daaaaaa-___-

boo-hoooooooooo!

2010-01-26T00:59:00.001-08:00

today REALLY VERY SWAYYYY

firstly i got caught for my fringe.
secondly my hp was stolen
thirdly my fave mp3 was also stolen.

it was all stolen at KFC JP.i swear to who took it will have its own retribution.
I SWEAR. i'm really _____ fed up seriously.why would that moron took it.wtffffff

whatever,

so dnt msg or call me k.bye

not in the damn mood

2010-01-25T01:36:00.000-08:00

okay,kenduri is a blaaaaaaast.there's more pictures but you can see them in my FB.coz there is like 200+ pic taken i just took a few of them .will not update today but tmr.just enjoy these lil few pics for awhile kay.byeeeeee

kissssss

2010-01-22T05:21:00.000-08:00

i'm a happy girl today:DDD

after school ,staright away went home.in the bus,met haikal.wahhh,got gf already ahhh.voice breaking and he's tall!:(

waved and bid goodbye.LOL.siapsiap and rushed to KK for mum checkup .i got to the doc!he's so freaking hawt!i swear!^^the nurses were fighting to be assist him-___-
mum was also being gatal!HAHAHAHAHAH!:P

after that,proceed to jurong point.went shopping:DDDDDDD
thought of buying clothes but they were all so tacky.
i have bought new heels!its in pink!:Dweeeeee!~
so cute u noeeeee((:

currently talking otp with yuyu while msg-ing with iira.:DD

i'm so tired.tmr got madrasah.can meet my BF:DD.waitwait.BF=best friend.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!

tmr my house full house u'know.hehehe.let the fun begin bebeh!syaurah isfreeeeeee:DDDDD

kisses:D

2010-01-21T00:11:00.000-08:00

HELLOOOOO.

B.E.G IS COMING TO SPORE LEHHHH!i can't waiiiiiiitttttt:DDDDD

hehehehehe.

school is fine i guess.baked my peach tart.woo-hoo.sungguh tak sedap!
hahahaha,mum screamed at me why i borrow 5 bucks from bibik when she knws the reason.SHE PRANKED MEEEEE!

if i knew it i would have still follow my friends.-______-
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
no matter what happens,
even when the sky is falling down,
i promise you,
that i'll never let you go.

that song is like freaking stucked into my head!

huhuhuhu.
okay i'm done.shasha cant wait to meet you this sunday!i'm so gonna kiss you and hug you!miss yaaaa!:DDDD

2010-01-20T01:19:00.000-08:00

akuuuu paiseeeehhhhhhh-___-

kay whatever.today so sasuey siaa.got caught for my hair and teacher want it black by monday.i show my fuck face to her and i guess she knows that coz she question me.WHATEVER .hair colour is not affecting my studies whaaaaat.ughs.

lessons was okay today.i rogol-ed iira and nat:P i swear i'm going to do that .u should see the reactions!hahaha!
after school went to JP as iira wanna find present.i gave my tored 5 bucks to that lady anndd caboooot!:DDDD

gooood right?huhuhu.

i'm like sooo freaking tireeeeed.cant wait for fri to come and have some rest.

haiiiizzzzzzzzzzzzzz..

i wish to type all my feelings that are long kept but i just cant.:P

so long suckers!:DDD

2010-01-18T00:52:00.001-08:00

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hello!the song is soo nice okay:D must listen ^^.nah,terence,you want more korean music right?listen to this kay?stop listening to the BOF starlight blablabla,sudah expired liao:DD

hehehe

so,my monday was not mundane after all.thats because i have no maths and english today.hehehe.during eng lesson the three of us chat together and the teacher is likee...erm,nehminds.HAHAHA!sci lesson was okayokay soso uh.hehe.

otw back home,bumped into khai.LOL.waved and smiled at each other.must jiayou for sec 2 uh!(:

i'm so sleepyyyyyyyyyy.hmmmmm.

kimi faster online.yuyu wants me to ask you smth regarding the jam studio.she can't get through you coz ur pp8 low.^^

:DDDD

okay,i'm doneeeeeee.will update whenever i can okay.
currently busy with my life.bahahaaha!
mcm the paham~

ps;eh asshole,don't step like a big moron okay!ur just embarassing urself u idiot!:DD

kisses.

2010-01-16T02:39:00.000-08:00

"I wanna gossip girl.."

i'm in love with that soooong!:D
huhuhu.

anyways,took pic at the studio for my school.it sucks okay!i don't get it why they literally have too zoom in my face-___-

anyway,today went to madrasah wit yuyu.went up to her hse and jengjengjeng her father was there.and her small sister is soo cute okay!her father was scolding her and she replied"i nvr talk to you what.you knw what is ketawe?"wthell!HAHAHA!

annnnnnddd i got to taste LONDON BUBBLE GUM!WEEEEE:D

ustaz fazul was funny just now and oh well ,YUYU IS SOOOO ATTENTIVE IN CLASS:D

first time siol..

haiyoooooo,so tired siaaa.i think i must go have a nap now.ughhhs.eh,yuyu,see the photo shutup okayyyyy:)

muacks! byee.
today post is sooooo DOTDOTDOT.u've wasted ur time reading it niwae.:P

2010-01-15T01:19:00.000-08:00

its fridayyyyy:D scream people screaaaaaaaaaam.kay shutup.

today school was quite okay except that i was so sleepy during lesson time.

after school went back home and yuyu called me .she was on her way to NAFA.cheh!she went with her classmates and she explain what happened last night.wont elaborate much on that.tmr meeting her at the madrasah.she's so excited to go.MOTIVATION WAK LU!coz the teacher is 19 and hot not to mention,i also will be punctual!*grinnnsssss*hehehehehehe.

I AM SOOOO SHAGGED!sooooo tired!okay,i'm yawning for the 5th time alr.-____-currently chatting with shasha.can't wait on the 24th!HEEEEEES:D

hold on..someone is calling me..

okay,i'm back..

where was i again?oh yeah,

yesterday chatted with a quite bunch of people.and yesterday i saw huda!she's transformed to a tall and pretty lady i must say.but i didn't tegor her as i was shy.:DD

then,as i was walking,a whatever mat motor said this to me "ehh,pipi tembamnye budak nie!"grrrrrrr!wtfff!say people but himself is so big-__________-.nbcb.irrit sia.

told mum and she laughed bout it!

dotdotdot.>.<

anyway,one of my family members whom i do not know just passed away last night.one by one is fading away.may allah bless you.:(

and a big congrats to my cousins syafiqah and saiful for having good grades in their o levels:DD

okay,i'm doneeeee.:D

peaceeeeeee,terence,dont comment any of my post thank you^^

ps;i take back my words.muacks!

2010-01-13T00:28:00.001-08:00

hiiiiiii

today i'm a very happy girl.(:

today i was jumping around.

andand hiiii TERENCE!HAHAHAHAHAAH!GET OFF MY BLOG!:D

ok,bye^^

2010-01-12T00:03:00.000-08:00

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ehhh hiiiii.

school was tremendously great today-.-
P.E was first period and we had to run at jurong lake park.pffffft.english was doable,maths was horrible.recess was fine.hehe.not lessons whaaat.>.<
ader mulot longkang siak kat situ.kau pundek buat hal pundek uh siooo.-_____-

NO LLIFE.IRRIT SIAA.

hmmmmmm.okay,while i was returning back from home,inside the bus there's this one guy who is like soooo pevertic.wait.maybe he is one!inside the bus,he changed 3 times uknoe.he first sat beside me and actually pulled out his arms onto my ______.wthelll tooot man!today really sway sia!pfft.

haizz,tmr got science test orhhh.:(

anw,i've uploaded a video found in shasha blog.dh terang2 stated aku punyer babe!cheeeeehhhhh!;D
must watch coz he's hot!;DDDD

chaloboteh!

ps;you're being cold towards me right now.watever

2010-01-11T01:48:00.000-08:00

hello people!^^

lets summarize what happened okayyyy..

saturday

went to the new madrasah.yuyu and me were late!but our ustaz is one hot hunk!confirm i'll always turn up one!hahah!duhhhhhh,he's only freaking 19!^^

everything ended at 2.40 and went up to yuyu hse to take back some things.first time sehhhh.:X

haiizzzz,there were so many people i knew at the madrasah.farhan!HAHAHAH!

after that,went home and got ready to kenduri arwah. u wanna knoe what?i was walking to the POSB to fork out cash and as i was walking,a black cat just appeared in front of me and kept meowing.aku ni da lah penakot besar dgn kucing,i took a step back and the cat follow me!i was panicking okayyy!the cat slowly move move and wanted to chase me.did you believe that i ran like a mad girl just because of a black cat,actually its nt really a cat,it was a kitten!i ran and ran and the darn kitten chased me behind!-________-there was so many people at the playground and i practically turned into a mad girl.-.-

damn that cat!i swear i'm having phobia of cats and even going to that place!mum was laughing her ass off sia.:(

reached there,after maghrib did the kenduriafter kenduri,saaap!eateateat!sodapppp!(:

reached home at 11 ,bathe and went to sleep.

sunday;

Little syaurah is 1 month old!(:she's grown quite fast alr.so,for her gift,we went to kiddy palace at jurong point and got her a rocking chair.hehehe.and for the little brother ,a small thing for the butt so that he can do his big bussiness at the toilet!no more using pampers okk!:DD
went to have dinner at banquet and i swear it was freaking crowded.haiyoooo.i had fishball noodle since i had no appetite.reached home at 9.

monday;

its the monday bluessssss.....haiyooo.yuyu did not go to sch with me as she's staying at her aunts hse.eh,gt buy my bubble gum or nt?hehehe.so,went to sch alone,in the bus slept like one pig.huak!~lets not talk bout sch shall we?after sch,iira and nat went to my hse to see lil syaurah.AHAHA!see iira's blog to see the photos ok?:D

school is soooo tiring ok?seriously,during sci lesson,i'm sure to keep my eyes closed.hmm.i don't even understand a single thing the teacher is teaching me.seriously.i'm still in my holiday mood!0.o
my eyes are like shutting down any sooner.*yawnnnnn*.i can't wait on th 24th.little syaurah cukor rambut.hehe.its held at the void deck and there'll be karaoke set to go along with.wahhhh,kiter nyanyi sampai pagi jomm!^^.hehe.there'll be alot alot of guests .confirm 100+ one!maciam star horr(:

okay,i'll shall stop here.my eyes are shutting.
bye:D

ps;i hate youuuuuuuu:(((

2010-01-07T04:17:00.000-08:00

cowok gueeee

*cough cough*

anyway,good evening yawwww.

i'll hope i'll do a proper post.^^

today just returned back to school.hehe.two days of mc were quite boring too.haha.it was pouring so heavily this morning u'know and i DO have an umbrella BUTBUTBUT!damn that umbrella sia.cannot open.i was SOOOO ready to go and in the end i have to run in the rain!-.-suayyyyy tol.i was all wet.kay nvm.skipskip.lessons was quite okay.math i did not pay attention .huhuhuhu.

its quite fast that tmr is alrdy friday.and on sat i'll be meeting yuyu again..at the MADRASAH.hahahaha.best friends jiwer perrr?.loooool.

met her today.her hair was so freakinnnnnnng niceeeeeeeee i tell yua .it makes me wanna cut my curls away.i'm so tired of the "kusut2" thingy whereas i have to use either a brush or comb so hard.haiyoooo

btw i think i'm having insomnia lehhhh!i'll sleep ard 10 and i'll wake up between 1-3 and after tht i couldn't go back to sleep.seriously,it's tiring.

sec 3 life is so pathetic + boring not to mention.i missed my primary school days when we would gather and talk instead of playing p.e and stuffs.i missed all tht.but theres no turning back now.i gotta focus on my sec 3 and move on to sec 4 to have my N's and i'll berambos frm the school!wahhhh,thinking straight sioootttt

okay,at last there's a proper post righttt?

oh,i'm not happy.im sadded.do treat me .:(((

muacks.

2010-01-05T23:12:00.000-08:00

i'm better now :D

a million thanks to yuyu and my friends for wishing me a speedy recovery.not forgetting spongebob

hehehe

can't wait to go to sch tml.as in not the studies but meeting my cliques.(:

sat will be having kenduri arwah.

just right after nyai ru passed away,last night nyai mah passed away.:(

may allah bless you.

anyway,i'm really really bored and my head is aching.i think i'll go have a nap.bye bye

2010-01-04T23:27:00.000-08:00

I'M SICK!40.4!update soooon bye!

2010-01-03T00:21:00.000-08:00

i didn't went for madrasah today.IT WAS LUCKY THING FOR ME.u wanna noe why?i'm the only girl.gosssshhhh.nasib.dad got me into the same madrasah as yuyu!(((((:and my other friends tooo..!hehehehe.

soooooooo,i wont have to worry bout going there since its rite under yuyu blk.

currently watching full house while chatting with some peeps.hehehehe.

and the other sad news is SCH IS DAMN STARTING TMR!:(((((((((((((((((

sedih pe!

anyways,yuyu told me something which made me smiiilllleeeeeeeeeeee.^^

okay babeeeeees,im done.24th jan,lets sing till our voice is sore!ada betul??

2010-01-02T00:10:00.000-08:00

hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.

hehe.watching full house on kbs world.cutttteeeeeee!^^

anywayyyysssss,tmr is the 'DOOM' day.ughhhhs.whateva.

okay,im out.i'm serious serious out of words.hehe.

life is just TOOOOOO GREAT I THINK.HAHA.

lets see what happens on first day of school in a brand new year.cheh!OKAY,I'M CRAAAAAAPING

2010-01-01T04:25:00.000-08:00

hellooooo!ok,muke stop it siaaaaaakkkkk!HAHAHAHA!

Anyway,how was your countdownnn?goood?GOOOD.hehehe.

school is starting this monday!wekwek!on the brighter side,while i wait for the bus,its air conditioned!weeeee!and i can go to school with my best cliques.(:

sunday,sunday,sunday!!!!

I'M SO SCARED:((((

i can't read uknw.haissss..hope evrything goes well.insya-allah.(:

so,today watched my first fav korea drama -Full house.

it was on KBS world.mum was so sexited ok!HAHA!

when it was EXACTLY 12,we shouted like maaaaad,HAPPY NEW YEARRRRRR!hahaaha,msged friends,cousin and kimi wishing them.hahahahahah!

waiting for dad to come back from work.HE OWE US ICE CREAM!BO- AH-BO!heheheheh*inside jokes*

currently facebooking.i don't know whether i should start twittering backkkkk.

hehehehe,okok,i'm done people.

muacks!

2009-12-31T01:35:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!:DD

time flies sooooo fast don't they?in 2009 i had a lot of obstacles to go through.i had problems with friends,with family and even,MYSELF.i remembered how i made friends with outside school,michael jackson death, and such.i even remembered how naughty me and yuyu were!HAHAHA!just thinking back bout the past just amuse me.seriously.i even laugh at myself how i fought with my classmates.that was a good one.class bbq was an awesome one!and now,in a few more hours,say goodbye to 2009 and hello 2010!(:in 2010,i hope to become a better person with a better future.and i hope next year will be a better year for me.&&&&& most importantly,to avoid the bad things tht happen this year.

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moving on,

yesterday went to queensway to get my bag and such.all the bagpack was terrible.i guess i was wrong not to buy them earlier so its left with the ugly ones i think.one whole day,did my shopping!HAHAHAH!BACK-TO-SCH stuffs i meant.anybody in ANDALUS jurong west II?if you are,see you there this sunday!(: mom and dad enrolled me there lehhhhhh!but the uniform niceeeeeeee.walao,this sunday start ,so scared.seiousssssssssss.haizzzz.i hope i know somebody from my class.

fuhhhhhhh~

anyways,people please please,I'M NOT ATTACHED LA!Isomeone hacked into my acct and merely just changed my profile.inconsiderate!-_____________-

ppl,are you countdown-ing?!hehehehe.

okay,i'm done.

once again,

HAPPY NEW YEAR!MUACKS!

2009-12-29T00:14:00.000-08:00

*old pic*

hows life people?GREAAT?hehe.

school is reopening in less than a week lah!and 2010 is coming.i gt resolutions!yay!hope i could fulfill it though..have not,i repeat,HAVE NOT bought my sch bag and shoes.wahpiang!also have not cut my fringe.matimati!gonna go cut it sooooon.anw,time flies veryvery fast yeah?in a blink of an eye its already gonna be 2010 and i'm sec 3.and an0ther year i'm having n my nlevel.pffffft!annnnnnnd dad said he wants me to take a slow pace,meaning ITE(its the end)..NOT I HOPE' then to poly ,god willing.okay,i'll see bout that when i've come to the situation.hehs,

yesterday,dad called people up to ask them if they want to work as a sales at sentosa .they are opening a boutique that sells COACH and etc.i ask dad whether i could work.who dowan for $1008?!but too bad dad says they want full time.haiyoooo~

dududu,my hp is being an asshole seriously.it auto shut when its night time!-_________-

okay babes and dudes.me done.hehe.

byeeeeeeee~

2009-12-26T00:43:00.000-08:00

helooo people!(:

saw those pichas up there?HAHA,>model of the year lah ye!oh,and that grumpy look she had,so tembam-bam!^^

basically i have nothing to update bout.but i can't wait for the countdown!!yahoooo!(:

ok bye ppl!
love ya ppl!

(:

2009-12-23T00:37:00.000-08:00

so,i was googe-ing around and i found this .this gadgets are sooooooo awesome!dad might be getting the nikon DSLR SOOOOON.hehehehehe.but i do hope that i'll get a cellphone soooon coz next year my contract expires.wellllllll,that is if dad could get me one.huuhuhuhuh.but the lappies are soooooo pretty!its pink mind you!PIIIIIINNNNKKKK!mum has agreed that i could have my room painted.....PINK!yeeessssaaaaaaaaaaaa!^^mum is also thinking whether the living room should be painted as well.i don't mind the hard work coz after all,my room needs a revamp!my room is sooooo freaking dull.no,serious.haha.

why am i blabbering anyway?

lol.hmmmmm.i've not bought any of my back to school things!die ah die die!should i get a bagpack or a handbag?handbag seems sooooo (insert appropriate word).oh wellwe'll see bout that.

today is practically a long boring day.-.-everybody is sleepiiiiiiiinnnng!including syaurah!huak~!yuyu did not msg me for one whole day i dun noe why..heheeeeeee.okay,i guess i'm done here.at least i updated okay?

bye ppl!love ya ppl!

take one step at a time will ya?

2009-12-22T02:37:00.000-08:00

10th december 2009

a new member in the family.the name SYAURAH UMAIRAH.a joyous day for all of us.mum gave birth at 11.15am.the night before was worried sick like toooot.dad send us to shasha hse as its nearer to kkh.watch you're beautiful and i swear i am going crazyyyyyy!hahaha!at 10 dad fetched us.was msging till late night as i could not sleep.SOOOOOOOOOO,I HAVE A NEW SISTER AND I SWEAR SHE LOOKED LIKE ISYRAF WHEN HE WAS A BABY!and guess what?went to kkh and poly to check for her jaundice ANDANDAND PEOPLE MISTOOK ME FOR SYAURAH'S MUM!OH GOD.they thought i was like some underaged mom.-_____-whateveeeerrrr.

12 Dec 2009

this was sooooooo greattttt!SEOUL'D OUT UNTIL WE WERE WORN OUT!WE STAND THROUGHOUT THE CONCERT WITH OUR HEELS!reached there ard 3 and people were already lining up at the 2nd pavement!we got in there at 7.the concert ended at 11.30.we were rushing to get the last train!since it was alrdy so late,i slept over at shasha.well not exactly slept.HEHEHE.queued up for BEG fan meet but in the end i had to rush down to hsp coz syaurah's jaundice rose up to 251/260 and she has to be hospitalised.FYI;abg i grabbed the pichas from ur fb .soorryyyy the banget coz i did not get the photos.thanks!=)

hello.=)

alot has been going on GREAT.hehe.its just left with my sch bag,shoes and my fringe that has to be chopped off.uniform tailor msged me saying that my uni is ready.but i heard that is freakiiiiiing long.-.-oh,i just realised that i have not been blogging like 2 weeks?!wowwwwwww.HAHAHA!yuyu came by just now to see the bby.its been awhile since i met her.hehe.

was waiting for her,so i onlined.hahahahahahahahah.ader makcik terpikat dgn KIMI!:P..hahaha!kay diam.

school is reopening and i hate it.nono,i mean i miss my cliques and classmates but studyyyyyyyy!-.-

kay whatever.bout th tagboard,i'm thinking bout putting it back .i shall think bout it.anyways,

KIM HYUN JOONG AND JANG GEUN SEOK IS HAWTHAWT!(: they are mine!no snatching2!arasso?

hehe.okay bye.love ya ppl.

oh,yuyu i got one for you.

Jerem[Y]uyu!

PEACE!

& sharukh,you sucked like one tooooooot!jgn mcm paham!:P

2009-12-07T21:56:00.000-08:00

you got me head over heels.can you feel my heartbeat?

hello all!today is such a perfect weather isn't it?heehees.i just feel so relaxed.(:

school is gonna reopen oh shit!!!:(i dowaaannnnnn.not ready for sec 3.whts the biggie anyway?-.-but the good thing is that no need to climb stairs!heehee.ok,so its just left with my school bag,shoes and uniform.hahaha.sheesh.webcammed wit shasha just now.heehees.ok diam

jang geun seokkkkkkkk!KIM HYUN JOOOOOOOOONG!!!muahhhhhhs!

ok,i'm done.don't be jealous that i have them.:P

2009-12-06T22:45:00.000-08:00

oh hellooooooooo.i'm updating again.i don't know why i'm so keen to blog whereas there's nth much to blog about.yesterday went to granny hse.stayed there for awhile.wanted to go IMM to buy things but then it was cancelled,oh well.

this wed mumsie is having check up and i hope she's in labour sooon.HAHAHAHAAH!bad chilllddddd.^^
anw,yesterday watched 2012 online.dad was playing the "desktop" in the room while i play lappy.was watching korea drama online and dad kept on pestering to watch it.overall,i find the movie has no logic.it said that its the end of the world and how could people survive!-.-trying to tun away from reality.duhhh.okay,drop that topic..
i'm so bored right nowwwwww.should i go out?pffftttt.
anyway the pic ^^^^ ,isn't he hawttttt!*melting point*
but then i can't betray my kim hyun joong uknowww.:((cheh!
lee minho is coming to spore again on the 21st dec.so all minoz fans out there.theres a fan meeting for ya!(:
haiiiizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz,he's always coming to spore but when will KHJ??????
SADDED .
anwwwwwwwww,i've realised that my pics in my blog are reduced,sooooooo wait on saturday!kakak u haven't tag me in facebook for the photos!nvm.i'm doooonnneeeeee!gooooodybye!

2009-12-05T20:41:00.000-08:00

1 more week!1 more week!duduudududududu!
won't be updating much i guess.but i'll remove my tagboard for now.if anything,u can msn of facebook me.^^
tatatatatatatatat!(:
ps;kim hyun joong body is hawt to the max!work out!hahaaha!mineeee!
pss;jang geun seok my scandallllll!hawt hawt heat!
you're beautiful is a must watch2!(:

gooooooodbyeee!

2009-12-03T22:29:00.000-08:00

i'm back from MIA-ing.
my holidays are okay i guess.can't wait for next week concert.soooooooo gonnnaaaaaa enjoyyy!(:
anyway,i'm kinda broke now after spending alot of my things.dad birthday is next week.same day as mama.ada betul?hehehe.what to buyyyyyyy?hmmmmmms.already bought the baby stuffs.its all in pink!mum wanted to buy other colours but i ABSOLUTELY FORBID IT .except for the playpen and the bathtub has no pink colour.nehminds.just need time for the baby to pop .fortunately ,went to the hsp for checkup,the baby head is down,so tht means,mum can give birth normal.^^.but she's not in labour yet.ppl kept calling if mum had gave birth!-___-
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maybe gg to the hsp tmr to visit nyai .she's having surgery now i guess.get well sooooooonn!

i'm done.wait till my next entry.

annnnnnd JANG GEUN SUK IS HAWT TO THE MAX!
<33333333333333333333

2009-11-24T22:07:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BDAE IBUUUUUU!~(:

smoga panjang umor & murah rezeki.

hope u likee the prezzy!love you!

helloooooooooooo.

it seems that if i want to privatise my blog,i need to ask for emails everywhere and it such a hassle siaaaaaa.sooooo,i'll just stick it to public.hahahahahahaha.yeahhhhh.yesterday met yuyu after ages!haiyooo.and she shared her problems to me.don't worry girl.karma will hit them back.love kau!^^

i'm not going to the class chalet coz i'm really really really broke right now.last week,had so called ceremony for the sunat thingy.hahaha.was overall okay.except for the fact that i was sleeeeeeeeeeeeepyyyyyy.so,we decided to have an outing.soooon.hehehe.yuyu planned to watchs twilight soon.hahahaha.save $$$ then cn talk ok?

hahhahahaha.

dad will be flying off to batam to the korban thing there.so will not be celebrating hari raya haji with him.he'll only be back on saturday.must buy for mee thingsssssssssssss~HAHAHA.recently there's a case on ferry sinking in indonesia right?walaoooo,scared siaaaaaaa.somemore dad will be taking ferry.-.-hope its not raining on tht day.someone reassured so i guess there's nt gonna be any problem~

alright i'm done.

gooooddddddbyeeeeeeeee!

2009-11-20T23:11:00.000-08:00

i love my lappy again!HAHAAHAHAH!

not been using the lappy for like a week

okay,so where was i again?oh yeah.met yuyu for a while only and she gave me a winnie the pooh tumblr!hahahahh.well,at least she rmbred that i was the only one in primary school who was crazy over winnie the pooh.i know,LAME.ahahahah.might be going to pioneer mall to buy groceries.dad upgraded the windows live alrdy oh!HAHAHAH!kay diaaaaaam-.-
to those people who msged me yesterday i didn't reply .sorrryyyyyyyyyyy.anything call me .coz i'm gonna cut down on my handphone uses.HAHAHAH.scaaaared sia kena confiscate agaiiiiin.~hahaha.on monday i'm gonna private my blog k.:DD.so,i'll just ask ur email through msn.(:

ok,i'm doooone.wahhhh,rajin nyer aku post eh hari nie.HUHUHUHU.
sayonara!
ps;i'm gonnnnaaaa shooppppppp!weeeeeee!

2009-11-20T03:46:00.000-08:00

okay,for no reason i decided to post this pic.i miss my straight haiiiiiirrrrrrrrr.ughhhh-.-
i was busy FB-ing when iris gave me a blog for me to see.MY HEART LITERALLY STOPPED!makes me wanna puke.:(HAHAHAAHHAA

was watching tv just now when an unknown guy msged me stupid questions.i ask who is he and he said dunno.stupid assssssssss.yuyu was being random as usual.heeheheheehe.TAPI AKU TTP SYG KAU JGK BELO.=)duduududududuu,i'm soo bored i think i shall go youtube-ing again.

omg!was browsing and i found this!this was sooooooooo 2004!kecik2 dh pndai colour rmbt!HAHAHAHAHHA!

Kay that was random.but i gt post ok!^^

2009-11-19T22:10:00.001-08:00

i hate the monsoon season!~

okay,that was random.just finished watching cry-baby at youtube.johnny depp was soooo hot when he was still a tennager!ok lah,now also:Pthe storyyyyy was oh so awesome!heheheh.
anyways,i think this month bill is sure to be expensive:x.i have unlimited messages but the calls that i made was alottttt.coz i'm lazy to type so i'll just call.huahuaha!kay,shutup.yesterday was okay at home.coz someone is there to entertain me .msged from 5 till 8+.luckily unlimited msessages!^^HUHUHUHUUU~.

i was boreeeeed just now so i deleted some friends off from FB .PRIVACYYYYYY.yepppppppp.i've been bugging my mum on when we are gonna buy baby stuffs.and this time,i'm gonna dress up the baby all in PINK!MUAHAHHAAH.coz mine was red in colour when i was a baby.:XHAHAHAH,i know,it spells L-A-M-E.(:

yuyu will be taking over my job when i'm all grown up:makeup artist.hahah,jkjk,she's gg over her aunts house at teck whye to make up for her little cuzzies.hahaha,stay there till sunday ok.i'm going to teck whye this sun for the sunat thingy SO I Might meet u for a lil whileeeee~

okay,i'm done.:D

fantasy is what i need.

2009-11-19T00:23:00.001-08:00

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i'm soooo bored right now.check out the vids that i posted.the below is hillarious!my hyun joong so cute!hahahahah!okay,maybe you should see it for yourself.its raining and freaking cooooold.-_-what a good weather to sleep in though,been doing quizzes at FB and stuffs.anyway,yuyu just called me and we chatted otp.we labelled her as a matchmaker!HAHAHAHAAAH!:P.thought of going out today.but i was sooooo tired that i changed the plan.mr deryk msged me and told that my appeal was unsucessful!knn!ughhh,nehminds.just have to live with the terms.so long EBS!:(
dadadada~mum and dad might be coming back home late again.aisehbedah!
btw,i hope shasha get well soon!go have plenty of restttttt.:D

sunday will be gg to aunt house as my younger sedare just "sunat".HAHAHAHAHAH!bird2 kener potong!(sounded soooo wrong!)gonna meet the gila wila there.sya cut and dyed her hair.niiiccceeeeeee.reeed!now my hands is being itchy and want to dyed it toooo.see first lah hoooor.:D

i might be privating my blog soon and delete my tagboard.
reason for privating is coz,privacy mahhh.so you people who read and spread rumours bout me,i bid you goodbye!:P
so,those people that i trust,i'll invite you soon ok?
ok,i'm dooone.byeee.muackkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkks!

2009-11-18T21:37:00.000-08:00

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faizal isa is out!:'(the vid up there,SOOO CUTEEEEEE!
My heart just stop after hearin gthat.but it revived after ______.hehehehehe!
next yr_____ thinks that he can win singapore idol.huahuahua!

anyway,short post just for today.maybe updating it again later.
_______.

2009-11-18T02:50:00.000-08:00

heyyyyyaaaaa!

this morning sent my auntie off at the changi airport.there were lots of people when the people going to haji is like less than a 50?LOL.sesak okay!-.-was finding shasha,kakak and mama.hahahaha.at last u could come shasha!get well soonnnnn!(:
wak sarah,HOPE YOU HAVE A SAFE JOURNEY THERE!:D

okay,i'm done.

_________.(ehem2)(sha,u noe i noe.)

2009-11-17T05:31:00.000-08:00

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the song is nicee.must listen!
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THIS IS A MUST WATCH!SOOOOO HAWT THAT I'M MELTING!

2009-11-16T23:51:00.000-08:00

happy 14th birthday iiRa!(:

wish you all the best in life.waiting for my treat eh?hehe.okok.when i have $$ ok?

just came back from taman jurong and jurong point with yuyu.hahahahha,gallavanting there at sony shop.i want that cameraaaaaaaaaaaa!went here and there and it was 3+.so homed and when i was down at my block,this two fucking minahs wannabe stared at me like i'm from another planet!spoil my mood only!-_-arseholexzxz.

currently chatting with shasha.my baby is sick.get well soon!^^

hope i can meet you tmr shasha at the airport to send off wak sarah.gonna miss her loh.:D

ok after this i think i might go youtube-ing again.& i didnt knew that he could speak english soooo fluently!i use to like him first after seeing my very first k-drama which is full house.way long ago.when i was p4?.HAHAHAHAH.

why am i telling all this again?-.-

ok going off youtube-ing now!kuno!(out of the ring word)

2009-11-15T21:46:00.000-08:00

i'm back pplhuahuahua.kay lame

anyways,i spent my saturday with shasha at aunt house as she's going to mecca this wednesday.i pray for your safety.:D.mum couldn't come as she was sick.nadira came over my house as she has wedding invitation at JE so she stopped by.too bad cannot meet you orh.so,as i was saying over at my aunt house,shasha and me talked,gossip,you know what girls do right?there were lots of babies there and they were so F cuuuute.but,everytime either shasha or me wants to carry the baby,they'll cry.-.-but,the arab baby WAS THE CUTEST!took pictures of the baby,will upload it soon.the family was karaoke-ing while me,shasha and her niece,warda or smth went inside cousin room.shasha niece is so pretty loh!her eyes is bigggggg!HAHAH.shasha could even sleep!meet up soon love!(:

so,as for yesterday.
didn't went anywhere.was so effing boreeed.at night went to pasar malam near my block.out of a sudden,dad decided to buy me a handphone cover and handphone pen for me.20 bucks spent on me!(:i got myself a pink pouch.it fits nicely on my hp."nk feeling2 iphone mah."wait till my contract finishes then can talk!hehehe.went home at 9.something happened.was about to sleep when yuyu called me .talked bout whats been the past two days.if she's not getting fuhua,she might be transferring to my school.yesssssaaaaaa.(((((;tmr meeting her.she wanna past me a gift?hahah,idk.

anyways,BSK SOMEONER NYER BDAE UH!SAPER EH?!heheheheh.

sorry if i might not be able to give you a gift cause i'm so broke right now after buying the tix for sundown festive.i'll pray for ur success aite gf.:D

me donedone.byeeeees

2009-11-12T21:37:00.000-08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ghB2nW5TtlM

the song super uber niceeeee.(:

anyway,hellohs!*waves*
i'm so boreeeeed.
beem searching for vids like..AGAIN?whatever.
anyways,went to sch just now with iira to pass my appeal.i got food studies!-.-so,crossing my fingers to get it.
anw,shasha asked whether i could join her swimming.i don't think i can cause mummy is sicccccck.her stomach is like anytime can pop out.LAWLS.and keeps scratching on her stomach.-________-heheheee.
so,you should come over and overnight like we used to ok!((:
anyways,yuyu could be changing school to fuhua.HOPEFULLY(:

ok,me done.i'm out.me wants to go shopiinnnnnnnnngat blogshooooop.*fkeeeeeeeeeeee*

sometimes,when i looked at you dosent mean that i'm into you.get it?me___________.<3

2009-11-11T22:48:00.000-08:00

ok peopleeeeeee,ME BACKIEEEEEE!

kay shutup.

went to shasha hse on tues as SOMEBODY last minute plan cancelled.-.-and since i'm all ready,went to shasha's hse with nyai.mum and dad has already reached lohhhhh.it was fun though.KANKANKANKAN ,SHASHA?!*giggles*

so,yesterday went out to causeway point with yuyu as her phone can be collected alrdy.something happened before we were off.no gonna elaborate on it.so,reached CWP at 2+.took number and her number was 60.since the number was stil37,decided to grab a quick lunch at banquet.had sliced fish noodle soup.quite nice though.haha.there were a lot of couples over there and my eyes were getting redder seeing it.ughhhh.so classless!whatever.went back to the shop to pick up the hp and roamed ard there.headed to metro and the things over there are super cuteeeeeeeeee!^^.yuyu is crazy over video games?!!!LAWLS.thought of getting each other a bracelet or a ring for each other but decided to save it for later.there were a lot of malays okay.cannot tahan liao!-_____-.reached home ard 6 plus coming to 7.had fun overall.

been koreadrama-ing nowadays.heheh.^^shiok sendiri nangis seorang diri.hahahhahahahhah.

ok,i'm off.yuyu is calling me!

2009-11-10T01:05:00.000-08:00

SHASHA HERE! WOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

2009-11-06T22:52:00.000-08:00

helllooooooo.

i'm like so boreddddd.gg to get ready in a few more hours.isyraf is sickkk.having diarrheoa.fuhhhh,the smell,only god knows.-.-he was having tummy pain so mum and dad went search for 24 hrs clinic but all was until midnight.sooooo,recently just got back from the docs at gek poh.haiyoooooooo.and i forgot to return the disc which i rented.later gonna ask mum to drop me again over there.huhu.okay,i'm bored to the maxxxxxxxxx.

watched vids again but this time at imesh.pissed off sia when i looked one of the vids pompan tu rubber2.cbk!:<

tapi kali ni,dier tkder bulu ketiak.huahuaha!

currently chatting with shasha and sya.hahahahahaha.namer,sungguh the sammeeeee.^^

can't wait for later.confirm kechoh the rabaks.when the parsi/pasirs'meet!:D

imesh is a stupid software you know.yest,i was onlining there searching for songs when a person from idk which country wanted to add me and his profile pic is his bloody dick!i wassss SHOCKED.-.-geliiii bodow!no shame.tsktsk.

tues will be meeting yuyu agaiiiinnnn.did i mention that her sister choked on a metal ball?safia2.but thanked god nth happen.just need to yakyak to get the thing out.heh.

ok,me done.i think i will search for vids again or watch horror movies.

dadadadadada~

ps;you suck,you whine